Breakthroughs about my own Self-Worth

I feel like last month has been one of my most dramatic ones in terms of growing as a person.

I realized – fully realized – That I am capable of making doing what I love into a profitable business if I put in the necessary work.

I think that’s the key, though… It is a lot of work to start a business, and between my regular job and this new side-job, I have been working – literally from morning to the time that I go to sleep for the past week.

I’ll confess that it’s been getting to be draining. I was surprised with how  tired I felt at the end of the day yesterday, and I wondered why… My husband mentioned that even though I am doing what I love after my normal job, it is still a form of work and that I need to take time to relax.

It is very hard to do though because I really just want to get the groundwork laid out so that I can just focus on creating and advertising.

Between the time that I decided that I wanted to start a business selling my journals last wednesday and now, I’ve created an etsy shop, created an instagram account, created a facebook account, filmed a youtube video for my first journal, started a pinterest page for my journals in progress, started a twitch account, wrote down a list of small goals and timelines, created a trademark design, created a spreadsheet from scratch (complete with complicated formulas so that I can save time in the longrun) to break down costs spent on my journals and spit out a recommended price to charge for it, and working on journals and journal designs that I want to sell… And that doesn’t count the business I have going on Poshmark right now.

Honestly, it’s been a lot. I haven’t even started advertising much, because for one, I’m not at the point yet where it’s worth advertising (especially since I only have one journal listed) and I simply haven’t had time yet…

I’m really looking forward to this weekend, and expect to get a lot done so that I can start relaxing a bit. I’m going to some estate sales with a friend on saturday and am looking forward to it because it’ll both serve as a bit of a break from the running around, and I will hopefully be able to find some good stuff to use in future journals.

So, a thing I learned that I didn’t fully realize until last month: It is possible to have a business that allows you to be creative, but you need to put in the effort to make it successful… That means setting little goals to meet, creating spreadsheets, and figuring out how you are going to advertise your products. Customers will not come to you if they do not know that your products exist.

Anyway, I am going to continue on with this. I’ve been keeping myself motivated by listening to a Podcast called “Creative Living With Jamie”. It’s a really inspiring podcast about creative professionals and how they think, become successful, etc.

I also bought a self-help book called “Playing Big” by Tara Mohr. I heard her talk on the podcast mentioned above, and I really related to what she was saying in the interview. The book is about how we (as women) are much more capable than we give ourselves credit for, and about the importance of replacing self-doubt with self-worth.

This is something that I realize has been holding me back… It’s the core of why I put off starting my business for so long… A fear of failing, or not being good enough. In my mind, it wasn’t even worth trying. I am actively working now on getting past this, and getting my self confidence up.

Anyway, I feel as though 2017 has been- and is going to continue to be – a year of growth for me as a person and I look forward to seeing what it has in store for me.

Somewhat related – I got a raise recently in my full time job, and am going to splurge on some items to get my business going – I think that a big part of my business will involve having patrons and streaming my work and art, so I’m really happy that I’m going to be able to kick this off earlier than I expected.

I will be purchasing a good windows computer (The Surface Pro 4 specifically), some lighting, and a good webcam so that I can start streaming my work as I create junk journals, paint, art journal, or do any of those other artsy things that I like to do. If you are interested, feel free to follow me on Twitch. You can find me under the name “themermaidcove”.

I look forward to interacting with you on Twitch as I start live streaming my work in the next few weeks! 🙂

In case you’re interested in checking out my Etsy shop, here is my store: MermaidCoveArt. Keep an eye out for cool new things! Let me know if you have any ideas of what else you think I should sell. I am open to ideas, and don’t intend to just sell art journals there.



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